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timechecked ; 1254 am

hello peeps . i still have no mood to blog about the away-days post . later- later luh okey ? ill makesure . hrm . anywaay , this days .. ive so many bad feelings . feeling guilty ader , selfish ade and macam macam luh . cos i know one particular day , ill ruin some one's future . im so afraid it will haapeen . doa doa takkn luh . as you can see theres just tooo many things up my mind . my mind is all fickled and twisted . sound pathetic much ? yea .

but i want your view , readers . what do u think you should do if u have chnged someone to a bad person . bad such in , attitude , his ways , responsibilities , duties , and etc which there is in a daily life . i did , i did made a person turn bad . not very bad bad but bad . such that he didnt carry out his daily duties which every human being living on earth wld do . call me an influence or what so ever , i dun even farking care ! cos i believe im not that sortta person . if i am , i wld have alrd influence all of my friends to do bad stuffs wimme with unhealthy ways and agree for me to be an AH LIAN in the group . well , i donnoe if its my fault . but it should be my fault cos im always with him and im the one taking care of every of his needs . but to this , it had made me feel so guilty . what should i do ? ever since , his been pampering me too much with gifts , care and concern all this while & love especially .. and have been treating me right and and knowing me too well . but is it even a healthy relationship ? but what made him turn out to be this way ? what do you think i should do and at the same time , not hurt him or make him feel offended ?

• Be straight forward and tell him ?

• Leave his life alone without even saying anythg and to think that he will change to his old ways / self ?

• Tell him First and then Leave his life alone ?

• Irritate him till he hates me so that he will leave my life alone ? (-.-)
  

• Or just let it be as if nthg happend ?

ps ; im sooooo darn CONFUSED MYSELF . Its just toooo obvious that you know who the hell the person is right ? anyone who has suggestion please feel free to write anythg in the tagboard or PM me at msn easier . i will listen to all suggestions unless if u are a bloody hate tagger then feel free to go to your top right hand corner of this page that cleearly marks an X . thank you ! mwah ! ((;

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hello Earthlings !! im baaaaaaaackk !! haiyaaaak !! haha . well , not much today . dun feel like blogging just yet because reason being im too tired and i just came back from dealing some intensive problematic situations at home which is sooooo "mind-blowing" and fun to watch ! also known as , FREESHOW ! sarcastic muchh ? hrm , i apologise . hey yeaaa , im trying my best to relax but theres just too much wrestling match gg on at home . picture it like a zoo . im sooo tensed up . i apologise again . hee ((; . well , for today , let me rest my mind and myself first both emotionally and physically . but hey , this post is not to bore all of u . i gotta quiz taken from NADHIRAH'S blog ! hehe . thank u muchh love (: haiyakk ! dushhh !!


All of the 9 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesnt have a blog. (or rather, had already did it.) I've editted some, 14 is too much. Lessened of the number of people. So yeah. Enjoy~ :D

1. Khairul Anwar
2. Dina
3. Arnia
4. Sya
5. Alina
6. Nadhirah
7. Kyn
8. Akasha
9. Liana Arina


How do you get to meet 7?
Since Secondary 3 :D
What would you do if you and 1 never meet?
I make sure I meet him .
What would you do if 1 and 5 date?
Laugh my asss off ! Cos they will definitely kill each other ! haha
Have you ever seen 3 cry?
Yeaaaaa .
Would 4 and 5 be a good couple?
They are both girls ! Both straight and are Friends ! ((;
Do you think 9 is attractive?
ooooooooo ! yeaaaa ! ((;
What's 2 favourite colour?
Pink !! Kan ???? hee !
When was the last time you talk to 5?
A few hours ago .
What language does 8 speak?
Malay and English.
Who is 1 going out with?
Aidilin Fitri xD
Which grade is 2 in?
Secondary 4.
Would you ever date with 8?
8 ??? Lol ! im attached babe . ((:
Where does 9 live?
In Tampines .
What's the best thing about 8?
He's a Funny Person !! && GoodFriend .
What would you want to tell 1 now?
I love you , I really Do ! hee (;
What's the best thing about 2?
She's Everyones BestFriend !
Have you ever kissed 5?
Nope ! We're Both Girls Okey !
What's the best memory you have with 7?
Laughing Our Ass Off ! With her funny Laughter , ill laugh after her eventho its abt Nothg ! :DD
How is 4 and 8 different?
4 is my bestfriend and 8 is my goodfriend.
Is 6 pretty?
Cantik-Cantik Selalu !!!!! hee .
How do you meet 9?
Through Primary School .
Is 1 your best friend?
Definitely ! More than that . ((;
Do you hate 8?
What for ? he's my goodfriend y'know !
Have you seen 4 on the last month?
Uh-huh .
When was the last time you said to 3?
Afew minutes ago . About School Holiday Extensions :(
Have you been to 5 house?
Yeah, last time.
When's the next time you are going to see 6?
Would definitely see her when school re-opens (;
Are you close to 8?
Not That close . A good Friend .
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?
Yup , Ayat ayat cinta . haha .
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
Nope
Would you give 2 a hug?
Definitely.
When have you lied to 3?
When i Dont want her to know abt smthg :(
Is 1 good with socializing?
Uh-huh ! He is . ((;
Do you know secrets about 9?
Long time ago . But i will never forget her "relationship" with CATS ! haha
Describe the relationship between 1 and 8?
Good Friends , i guess ?
Best thing about your friendship with 9?
We shared Too Many Secrets . ((;
What's the worse thing about 6?
Not worse Luh but her Lame Jokes that will never fail to make me Laugh !
Have you ever had a crush on 8?
Old Story okey !
Does 1 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?
oooo yeaaa !! He's Soooo Naughty ! I feel like Locking him inside a box ! haha . opps ! :O
Has 2 met your mother?
YESS .
How do you get to meet 3?
Same class in Sec 3 till now . ((;
Did you ever physically hurt 3?
No . -.- im not VIOLENT !
Do you live close to 7?
Quite far . but Still Tampines .
What's 8 favourite food?
Not sure, really.
What kind of cars does 1 have?
Toy Cars , Paper Cars , Baby Cars . What Sortta Car U want ? hee !
Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before?
Does Travelling To School Count ?
If you give 9 $100, what would she spend it on?
IDK . Shes Spending it . Not Me . (:


YAAAAAAAK DUSHHH ! IM DONE :DDD
Ps ; Didnt i mention tht there won't be any SCHOOL HOLIDAY EXTENSION ? TSK ! HECK ! ((:

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OKEY SWTHRTS . ILL NOT BE BLOGGING FOR A FEW DAYS , ONLY , OKEY ? THERES SOME STUFFS I NEED TO DO . DUN WORRY SWTHRTS , ILL BE BACK . MWAHH ! ((;

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timechecked ; 12:25 am .

and im not sleeping . plus plus , my headache got worse ever since this afternoon . saket tawu kpale aku ! ishh ! its all due to da late sleeping hours . but what to do ? if i cant sleep , then i cnt sleep ! hehe . anw , today is a awfully pathetic day . wasnt feeling well , till now .. for today only attented majlis . well , kakak went to convert to muslim . i mean my step sis . she was a cristian then . but now a newly convert MUSLIM ! just like a sinless newborn baby ! hehe . CONGRATS SISTER ! she's still learning agama . and shes catching up to me . cepat ehkk . and guess what ? her new malay name nice taw . mcm celebrity ! hehe . Name dia , Nur Hanisah Ain ! lawaaaaaaaaaaaaa kan ! jelous ! tp im still proud of my name . hee ! xD . and my Dad just told me the reason behind the meaning of my name . JUST U KNOW . all ths while i didnt know . and also , i didnt know tht i was born a day after HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI . hehe . weird , but true . hehe .

anw , ive got nthg else to say . cos my day was soooooooooooooooo borinnnnnnnngg ! Pathetic muchh ? yeaaa . lastly , i wanna talk abt an AWESOME FRIEND who ive been talking to through this sleepless nights . A friend by the name of MUHD AIZAT BIN ABDULLAH . hehe . his the one with the picture below . his a cool Friend . cool cool friend . best taw kalo nk borak2 nan dier ! dier nan IZHHAR dua2 kaki gerek ! haha . but , he kan , who really really likes to disturb me so much . but , his soft nature really makes people feel so touched . REALLY ! NO KIDDING ! kene kenal org dier btol2 . well , i wldnt wanna elaborate abt this GUYFRIEND of mine . u wanna know then go find out abt him yourself . talk to him yea ? His nice , and a very very good listener . i only knew his true colours Yesterday . u imagine ??? only yesterday taw . padahal2 ehk , kenal da brape tahun dahh . hehe . cannot imagine how many topics we talked abt in msn yesterday . hehe . well friend , looking forward to talk to u more often luh . and hope u think abt what i told u yesterday . hehe . Stay confident yea ??/ ((; and , dun always kacau me luh ! u uh ! issshhh . k , thats all . hehe .

aizaat gerek luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh ! (((((((((((;
and thanks for the concern , friend !
and finnally , i miss baby :(

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timechecked : 11: 42 pm

am no such mood since last two days . have been sleeping so late staying up till 3 to 4 am in da morning . have been rotting at home the whole day while waiting for baby for suchha freaking whole day . padahal padahal ehk .. kate je alek pagy on Sunday . tkp luh . well , what i did last two days ehk ? hrmm , yest went out with GIRLFRIENDS . we're suppose to accompany ARNIA BABE to sg auditions . but it was too damn early . slept like a log sei . on tht day , arnia babe gave me a wake up call at around 820 am .

arn ; eyy , alyn ? kau bru bgon ke ?

me ; uh2 , eyy asl sei kau call pgy2 buta sei ? ( dgn suare tk snonoh cos penat sekali ! )

arn ; oi . kau nak ikot tk gy audition ? kau bru bgon lgy .

me ; alamak , okey2 ! aku siap2 . kau try call kyn nan dina sume .

( i was actualli talking to her with my eyes still closed ! haha )

after i hang up the phone , went to my room , then guess what i did ? THE BED IS CALLING ME ! some " gravity " force pulled me back to my bed and i slept back . haha . so called nak siap2 luh nak kater kan .. haha . then got another wake up call at 1030 am . dina plak .. haha . naseb baek someone came to the rescue from my lalaland . haha . kalo tk .. haiyooooo ! haha . then on that day , after arnia's audition , planned to meet arnia at tampines jer . cos my so called getting ready took from 1030 till 230 pm ! hahah !! long or what ! i can still watch tv and sit there like a log . haha . see how lazy i am when im in no such mood ? hehe .


then today , didnt have any plan to go out . sleeeeeept all the waaaay til 2pm . its so not me . haha . gg bowling with family was so last minute and we went out at 545 , i think . eat eat eat , then go play bowl till 11 pm . and hey !!! i got 3 straight strikes i tell ya ! hahah ! happy or what ! hehe . next week on Father's Day gg BBQ AND CAMPING ! im soooooo not gg to sleeep ! hehe . YAYNEEEESS !!! well , thats all for today . just tired .. and missing baby so much .
where are you ?

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my mind for tonight is already blank . i cldnt remember what i wanted to blog . hehe . well , i just browsed through the picture folders and some things came bck fresh in my mind . anw , let the picture do the talking aite . ive got nothing to say except waiting for bby's arrival .. haixx . tmr please come by faster ! ((;

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